I didn’t know what to talk about! I’ve never really been in a situation like that before. Those of you, who personally know me, know that this isn’t normally like me to not have anything to talk about. I guess it wasn’t like I didn’t have anything to talk about, it was something a little more than that. I was embarrassed and insecure about my life.
This is a bit hard to open up to y’all about this because it’s almost like I couldn’t take my own advice, but I feel like it brings up an important awareness in life. No matter what life may seem like through social media, or even in person, you never truly know what people are going through inside their own lives.
The reason I wasn’t blogging was because I was embarrassed I couldn’t seem to figure out what in the heck I was doing with my life. I felt that in order for me to blog and write out what I had going on, I needed to feel like I had it together, and day after day would pass, my “I’ll start tomorrows” turned into “I’ll start on Monday.” Which turned into,” I’ll start after this trip” which led to “once I move Nashville…”
Well, there have been plenty of tomorrows, many Mondays, I’m still on a new trip/adventure like every other week, and I haven’t moved to Nashville yet… maybe someday. Obviously God is waiting for me to just accept that this is life, adjust to this lifestyle, and prove to Him that I can work in the environment He puts me in. No excuses!
So as I sit on this plane, enjoying the aroma from my delicious grapefruit (along with all the other passengers on my plane) headed to Nashville for the weekend to meet with people at the NWTF Convention for a new project I’m working on with several business partners, I look back on the adventures I’ve taken that I’ve failed to share with all of you. Thinking to myself, why was I embarrassed?
I still fear of what people think. As a millennial struggling to find my passions and figuring out what to do with them, I’m seeing how hard life can be. At the same time, one of the hardest parts, is while we’re trying to figure it out, having an answer for the present. Sometimes we just don’t. We make the present work, and pray we know when to take those windows of opportunities for us to follow our plan!
Well, I’ll tell ya friends, I still don’t know what the heck I’m doing, but instead of hiding it and waiting until I figure it out, I’m just going bring y’all along my journey and share with you what I learn along the way!
Never be ashamed of who you are. Embrace your changes. Learn from your lessons. And love the adventures your take! We take them for a reason.
Until next time soon!
Xoxo
Libs